The weight of this night seems unbearable ( Read more... )

Diantara ruang - ruang yang kosong ( Read more... )

Helloo ( Read more... )

If it's just my own project then I'm just gonna winging it, but this is a group project and I can't just take a break and not participating a lot but I am having a meltdown almost every day and I just .. don't .. know ( Read more... )

Olla.

It seems to me that it is easier for me to write about things that hurt me or bad things. I should be trying to write about good things too. To keep it balanced, you now.

Anyway, it is still hard to navigate in life. Need to keep reminding myself about this >>

"Just because you forgive them doesn’t mean you give them permission to hurt you ( Read more... )

Hello again.

I'm trying to write a log every day, starting from now, but we will see.

So this time, I'm trying to write good things that have happened to me, because apparently I almost usually wrote about bad things that been going on with my life.

Today I've accomplished some good stuff. It's a small victory but I'm gonna celebrate every small ( Read more... )

Another enlightenment ( Read more... )

sadness come, hurling like a great wave,

predictable yet cannot be prevented

sometimes it feels like I could live for another day, till forever

sometimes, even one second feel so hard to endure

a drop of tear falls, a sign for the storm that will surely come

heavy and alarming, the beating of my heartbeat, like a roaring thunder

is it the wind ( Read more... )

the star has fallen ( Read more... )

Hi ( Read more... )