decided that i should NOT have returned to school today. or ever. 
i dont even know what to do about this situation. 
i feel so...manipulated. i have tried looking at it from like, 870000 sides and every way, i get screwed and hurt. 
its very typical. this stuff sincerely FOLLOWS me. 
im not sure if i should crawl intoa hole and just sleep off the next ( Read more... )

we ll, i survived ( Read more... )

this morning felt like complete and utter heck. waking up made me wish i was had stayed in bed. 
then i got in the shower and felt better. 
only went to fash merch today b/c i had a doc's app. 
he did the ultrasound and hes pretty sure i dont have a cyst, but my uterus is totally to the left instead of in the center. theres a name for it but i dont ( Read more... )

 i hate it when people ask you to be honest with them, and when you are, they cant handle it ( Read more... )

stupid break. 
considering i spent 95% of it in the hospital. so over breaks, and winter in general. 
started with a big-ish nose bleed sunday that i wasnt too worried about. 
then i got like, 5 more over the next few days and they kept getting bigger and taking longer and longer to stop, 
so finlly i went to the urgent care and got my nose packed, ( Read more... )

reading back to old entries.
merry christmas i guess!
xoxo, colie
ps. NO KITTY, THATS MY POT PIE.
i heart south park. 
pps. why are there always those people who pop up randomly in your life at the most inconvenient moments?!

i love everyone. honestly ( Read more... )

can i just please start out by saying that ( Read more... )

break cannot come SOON ENOUGH. 
tomorrow should be reasonably fun though.

xoxo, colie
ps. old teenage hopes

 I DONT BELIEVE THIS RIGHT NOW ( Read more... )