*sigh*

Happy New Years. 

"The Thunder Rolls"

Three thirty in the morning
Not a soul insight
The city's lookin' like a ghost town
On a moonless summer night
Raindrops on the windshield
There's a storm moving in
He's headin' back from somewhere
That he never should have been
And the thunder rolls
And the thunder rolls

Every light is burnin'
In a house across town
She's pacin ( Read more... )

 New York... I want to go home. I want to have a home to go home to.

It's kinda nice to be able to have entire days to myself to wander NYC as I wish.... It's actually a lot of fun...

This is getting complicated. I don't know how I can manage without hurting someone. Including myself. I don't want to do anything that is going to depress me or hurt me. I'm tired of that. I really am. I want to be happy, compeltely happy. And I want to make everyone I care for happy as well. Which is where the problems come in.

I love my friends.  ( Read more... )

Life...
I don't know.

This is complicated.

I'm having a lot of fucking fun.

18.

Thank you, you guys. That meant so much to me.

~Aly

 Hey look....I'm posting.

I don't want to go into my week. Except for to say, I let situations at home cause me to behave...horridly, and nearly fuck up something good. Again. I hate myself sometimes. *sigh*

I love who I am becoming though. I am not the same person I was a while ago. I'm losing more of the bad every day.

On another topic....

Ouch...my ( Read more... )

Do I really matter ( Read more... )

 Random second post...

Happy now?

How about now?

:P

NOW???

you better be...

grrrrr

or else.........grrrrr

*growls*

HI!

*waves*