I made a big decision. I made the decision to leave school, or just Muskingum. Its sad to leave, but I have to. I just don't want to be here anymore. I hate being 3 hours away from home. There is nothing keeping me here. I just think that in this period of my life I have to take care of myself. I'm going to go back to school, but not right now. By ( Read more... )

Guess what I did tonight? Yep, I got some booty again. Yes, it was from Isaac. The same guy that just calls me when he wants it and gets it. He is dating a girl. So when I ask him about it, he just replied "we just can't have sex right now." Which means his "girl" is on her period. This should label him as a ASSHOLE. I do agree. I just like him, ( Read more... )

I'm in my room and my roommate is sleeping. I'm just sitting infront of my computer and drinking. Also, I'm listening to Nirvana and feeling shity. Why? I don't know. I took 50mg of my meds today. I'm supposed to take 20mg. Why? I don't know. But hey I'm feeling really good right now. WOW! And I'm drinking all by myself. No one wanted to drink with ( Read more... )

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I went to youngston this past weekend. Yeah the only reason to go was to see that Eric guy again. I hung out with him on Friday night. We just drank a couple beers and talk. He had to take me home because my friend Ashley wanted to go have sex with her man. I felt bad for him to take me home, but he said it was ok. I just hung out with him and his ( Read more... )

I know that I just wrote a entry this morning, but I need to write out some shit. I have a dilema with Eric. I just ask for his number, because I wanted to actually talk to him not just online. You can't blame me. I just don't want to freak him out by asking for his number to talk to him. I just don't want to be too stalker. I like him alot, and I ( Read more... )

My dad called me last night, and I'm getting my new cellphone like today or tomorrow. Hopefully today! Well its not a new cell phone, but its the one that came with when my dad made the account. I think over christmas break I will be working and I'm going to buy me a new cool one. My dad said that the number is still the same, but he doesn't know ( Read more... )

I told alot of people that I'm withdrawing from school, but I decided not to. I taking my 16 credit hours and going down to 10. Now I can just focus on 3 classes instead of 5. I haven't told my dad yet though. I think he will be ok with it. This semester has been the hardest one, so I'm going to just try to get by. My professors are willing to work ( Read more... )

This past weekend, I went to Youngstown with Ashley and Britt. On Friday, we went to this bar. I met one of Ashley's friends. His name is Eric, and we clicked. Plus, he is cute.He loves Cincinnati! He loves the bengals and the reds, like he is obessed. Sorry I can't spell. He is the nicest guy ever. We both have so much in common, like sports, ( Read more... )

Tonight was really fucked up. I have no fucking clue where the fuck is my cellphone. I lost it sometime tonight. I have walk twice the way that I walk home, like how hard is it to lost a cellphone. I'm so pissed off. Thats not the only thing that I'm pissed about. Yeah the guy I fucked last week, Issac, was on some other girl tonight. How pissed ( Read more... )