the microwave broke. it is like a big dead thing on the kitchen counter. i don't know how to get rid of it, i think there are emotional attachments.

jeremy told me, a couple of weeks ago, that he had read the beginning of dinners and nightmares and felt like he got it now, that the book had cleared up a fairly substantial part of my personality that had, up until then, been a mystery ( Read more... )

the computers at the library have this totally old school version on Word that had been calling me out on using a passive voice and the first person in what looks like an essay to the computer. it also insists on putting two spaces after each period but doesn't automatically uppercase the first letter of sentences ( Read more... )

i've been having those falling elevator dreams again. it had been a while but they've popped up a couple times this week. a little different now though. they don't rattle or spin like they used to just hurtle down smooth so i don't notice right away, or jerk a little so i jump out while the doors are still open and i watch them go without me.

i'm going to quit my job.
i can't hold all of these scarves at once.

i'm in this totally weird haze right now where when i think about anything i did yesterday i feel like i was kind of drunk and it's all a little embarrassing. but i wasn't drunk until like one and even then i only had a couple of drinks. it has just been so long since i'm just puttered around the apartment with a drink it totally skewed my shit.

i've got a big bump on the back of my head.

i was sweating a little bit but for the most part this morning was pretty spectacular. i mean as far a getting up and getting dressed and being alone in the apartment for a minute and walking to the train and being on time and decided (actually this happened yesterday) that i don't need the le sportsac to be complete slash i just can't do it folks ( Read more... )

i fell in love with him yesterday. again. because of that braves hat that was so out of character, that made it so in character. i wish he wasn't such a jerk, and that i wasn't terrified of him ( Read more... )

i don't know why i always avoid everyone. ran into devon, who i usually duck for no reason, and it was totally pleasant ( Read more... )