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Hello All
Have not posted in a while. Too much work, too lazy, too boring ...not sure why I have not posted. Have been working a lot but still love work. My old people are so wonderful. Have experienced a lot of great loss working in a retirement home as well. My first real Denver friend who I met while working for him is in pretty bad shape. Glad I have ( Read more... ) -
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Just got a great hug from Judy Collins...my life is complete. That is all. -
back home again
Had a wonderful time in New Mexico. Glad to be back in Norfolk, but even before the plane took off I realized I was sad to be leaving Phil. He truly brings out the school boy in me...ask Micheal....we sound like children when we are together. The love and sparks and all that shit is still there. Its amazing after 8 years to still enjoy holding hads ( Read more... ) -
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Still I feel so much sadness. I find I cry alot. I don't sing anymore...i never sang well but i use to sing with feeling. Everone tells me it will get better, time heals all wounds, well time seems to be widening these wounds. It has been bantered about that I am becoming bitter. It scares me how easily bitte is coming to me . I see the appeal. It ( Read more... ) -
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Can anyone tell me if it is better to have loved and lost than never to be loved at all....right now I just dont know. I feel like I am falling faster and faster. Lower and lower. I don't want to be alone but I don't want to be with or do anything. Everything seems so hope filled and yet I am frozen. Almost frightened I will shatter into a ( Read more... )
