Every day I go to work, there's a trickle of dread because I know I'm not really suited to what I'm doing, but I have job security and vacation time and sometimes I like it and what the hell else am I supposed to do with my life?
So very familiar. *hugs*
We need to face the fear of the unknown, but how to do it?
Man, I was gonna point out this line too. I know it's a "thing", called Imposter Syndrome, but that doesn't stop me from having a pretty serious bout of it every couple of weeks. I guess we all go through it.
"Now every choice seems fraught with danger, seems like a path I can only see the first few steps of, a tangle of possibility I'm not certain I want to see." could relate to this coz I tend to over-think my decisions every time and yeah you guessed it right hindsight is to be blamed...:/ Hope you find a job you love soon enough..:) *hugs* we all go through such situations.
"Now every choice seems fraught with danger, seems like a path I can only see the first few steps of, a tangle of possibility I'm not certain I want to see." Loved this line. Nicely done.
Nicely written, and for me this is pretty much how I feel when I'm depressed and my meds aren't working. Every decision seems hard, and I don't have the impetus/initiative to do anything, let along cope with random things that seem to fall out of the sky.
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So very familiar. *hugs*
We need to face the fear of the unknown, but how to do it?
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could relate to this coz I tend to over-think my decisions every time and yeah you guessed it right hindsight is to be blamed...:/
Hope you find a job you love soon enough..:) *hugs* we all go through such situations.
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