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... spring break is over. they teased us with freedom then dragged us back for naother 7 weeks. oh well, itll go fast. and im in love. so its all good ( Read more... )

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yup, its one of those days where every song seems to be singing about your life ( Read more... )

kirker: "Most people never realize that loneliness is a gift from god. And in loneliness, we can weave a gift of our own for the person who will make all our faithful waiting worthwhile someday. Learn to pray for him or her on those rainy days, asking god to mold him or her into the perfect complement to your life ( Read more... )

well today has been much better. due to some very good conversations last night. theres just one thing im realli missing right now... i could always rely on a phonecall right before my head hits the pillow every night. it would bring such an amazing completion today, and bless my upcoming dreams. i gotta get used to not having that. not only that, ( Read more... )

so ive found out im not as strong as i thought i was. ive been crying or on the verge of tears all day. i dont know what it is. i wanna go back to the carefree lauren, i do. but also, half of who i am now is in love with jason ( Read more... )

im working on getting back to the old lauren. happy, funny, and carefree. not this psycho, worried, untrusting, controlling freak ive morphed into. then maybe, hell fall in love with me again. p.s.: thats not why im going back to cool lauren. itd just be amazing if it happened like that. so help me get my laurenness back!!

yup, you heard it. im a failure ( Read more... )