Aaron and I have decided to be friends. Maybe one day we'll go out again, but not for awhile. I'm glad I didn't lose him, I didn't wanna stop talking to him all together. He's a pretty cool guy.

No more cutting either.

Instead of making me feel better, it made me feel worse. A lot worse. So no more of that.

The cutting just made everything worse. It really doesn't help that anything and everything reminds me of him. I still like him, I really do. I just wish he felt the same way...

Well. Aaron broke it off with me. I'm upset, yeah. I was so sure he was diffrent, and I was so sure he was going to work out longer than two weeks. I guess I was wrong, as usual. Something about him said I could trust him, but I guess I'm just a bad judge of character ( Read more... )

Why do all the people I care about cut? I used to cut, so I know how hard it is to stop, but damn. Don't these people know it hurts me too ( Read more... )

Today was a pretty uneventful day. I thought Aaron might come over to spend the night, but no luck. :( Although I did talk to him all day. That was fun. Today I feel like a gained a mortal ememy ( Read more... )

Yes, Yes. I have decided to make a Live Journal. Why? I guess because I was curious to see what my boyfriend was talking about. So here I am. I don't feel the need for a snappy introduction, you can just read my "Mini Biography" They had me type ( Read more... )