on the way home from school yesterday this guy pushed me on the bus. i was mad because i know i'm just invisible and nobody sees me but that was really not necessary. i asked him why he did it and he said it was an accident but then i got mad and started to cry. how could he say it was an accident? i know im an ugly kid but that doesnt give him the ( Read more... )

I am so happy head-over-heels in love. I never thought I could get so lucky, I feel like I don't deserve him. He's everything I ever dreamed of. So perfect, he has filled the void in my heart. After everything I went through in my last relationship, I lost hope and faith in ever finding happiness. And now I will never settle for anything less than ( Read more... )

In the old days, when people weren't coming into work, they would call their company and tell them. I guess now it's more stylish to just not show up. So here I am at reception; no word from the receptionist and it's almost an hour and a half after she should have been here. Oh, and the head accountant and my supervisor haven't shown up either. Has ( Read more... )

Don't you just hate when people act different in front of other people than when they are around you. Like they are all fine when you talk to them, but say you are in a group of people and you ask them about it they just are like no what are you talking about that never happened. I fucking hate when people do that. I mean is it that embarassing to ( Read more... )

Well I've been a bit sick, but I'm back now.. PHew ( Read more... )

OMG 5 million huzzahs! I'm getting some hamsters! Yay. I've always wanted some kind of hamster, rat, mouse, ferret, hedgehog, or suger glider since I was like 7 ( Read more... )

it's sooo awesome that it's finally friday...I am in the library not doing much in the way of working lol instead playing around on the internet. I could type about another horrendous asshole in my philosophy class but I do not want all my journal entries to be angry so we will just say that this kid is a big dumb redneck who is under the ( Read more... )

oh well eventually!!! everywhere i log on it wont let me upterdate . well hear we go. i dont know wat to do one one hand i can bater kirsty on the other i can worn her off and keep to my mums word but she really deservas a kick in and ive never lost my temper like that before. when i think of her i just want to bust her face in but i know not to go ( Read more... )

I hate my facade: how my smile and "outgoing" cover over so very much. I hate my lack of comfort in society. I try, and to be honest, I am comfortable with a lot of people, people I know won't care what I do. But people who are new to me, or those who have been together (without me) for a while, I just can't force myself into conversation ( Read more... )

Fuck You Too ( Read more... )