Rosy the Red Dart has passed on. She was broad-sided by some Pastoral Psychotherapist Friday at 11:45 on my lunch-break. Stupid me for wanting to go out and get some cash so I could actually have a lunch to eat. All the more reason to promote starvation into my life- my self-nourishment only seems to get me into trouble
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If you read this, even if we do not speak often, comment with one memory of me. It can be anything you want, good or bad. Just as long as it happened. Then post this on your livejournal. See what other people remember about you...
Ugh- life is miserable right now. I don’t feel good, this damn office is freezing cold (and I’m wearing TWO sweaters), I’m without medicine; I’m hungry, broke, single, without an education and just so very alone
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Couldn't fucking stop crying today. Mostly because I miss Krys so damn much it makes me physically hurt. And I mean- PHYSICALLY hurt. I was shaking and my heart felt heavy as if it was full of lead, and sinking deeper into my body. A lump kept forming in my throat as if someone had put knots into my larynx. And tears would just gush forth from my
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The guy who ditched me the other day for our "date"/meeting/get-together... whatever you want to call it... finally profusely apologized. Which I appreciate. I kind of wrote him a mean-spirited letter and e-mailed it to him, hoping he would at least understand that no guy is ever going to fuck with me again
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