well i guess im fine...i am waiting on a job paying $14 an hr and i am babysitting so that money coming in is about all i am getting, my daddy has finally got it through his head that i am grown and i still can't drive so he has been letting me drive some places...i got used to the van and now i have to get used to driving that damn suburban its ( Read more... )

well my daddy is doing great!!! he has been straight clean for over a month now, he is still going through his IOP(intensive outpacient care)bullshit, tomorrow we have to sit in the middle of the group and say all the things that we regret, appreciate, and what we expect of him...that is going to be so gd hard, i havn't even started it yet.....i am ( Read more... )

well friday morning....me, angie, and crystal went to talk to my daddy about going and getting treatment.....and after some talking to and a counseler coming in to talk to him.....he went(thank god!!!)....and so he packed his stuff and angie went to get my mom at work so she could say goodbye to him and then we went.....there is only 4 times in my ( Read more... )

well, i havn't been on here in forever....anyways....i am doing good, michael lee turnd 1 on nov. 2nd, cherishn got married, and my babies are 3 and growing up so fast it scares me...david is still around....DUH...and crystal is with keith now?(he's wonderful)and perry has left us alone(for the most part) his number shows up everyone in a while, ( Read more... )

well, people, my life is a little crazy now, and i am not going to be posting anymore..........so....yyeeaa

GOD I WISH I WAS DEAD!, my momma and daddy found something in the trash that i really wish they didn't, and now i call david and he is not there, he is at cherish's house, and crystal left me to go to a friends, and so now i have noone, the only friends i have now is amanda and chastity....i have been crying my eyes out for two days and i cannot ( Read more... )

i finally talked to Cherish, she called me this afternoon, we didn't talk long and all we talked about was Eli....and then she had to let me go, other than that my day was crazy, i woke up and went to Lance's 7th birthday party, and then came home and sanded and painted the upstairs bathroom, OOHH WHAT JOY!!, the painting is not so bad, i like ( Read more... )

well, hhmm...i just got done ready ALL of katie and christina's lj's, and i know now that christina was lieing to me about somethings and that..well yyeeaa, david and katie are a lot better friends that he let on, she was talking about...."OH I LOVE HIM SO MUCH, I NEVER THOUGHT SOMEONE COULD BE SO NICE AND THAT SOMEONE COULD BE SO SWEET AND TELLING ( Read more... )

YAYAY! we are on spring break now, but the weekend started off kinda bad and boring, last night me and crystal decide at 12:00am to go to a movie and we didn't get home until 3:00am,we saw man of the house, it was ok, but cursed was better, and then today, we kindachilled all day at home and then she got ahold of some old friends and went to stay ( Read more... )

well, my life has been strange lately, besides the shit that is going on in my family and me working my ass off at school and yet i am STILL failing 4 classes, i dunno, all i am waiting on is my job, and chastity to get her license so i can get out of here, it is just for the weekend, but still, it is something i have always wanted to do, and NOONE ( Read more... )