I used to think that heartbreak was exaggerated...now i know its really not, its the worst fucking feeling in the world and i would pay millions to be rid of it. I am in half, I am not myself, and its so much worse because I wished for this. I once wished to be able to be independant, I wished to be able to have fun and feel like myslef all be ( Read more... )

my first proper payday, and i didnt even fancy a domino's pizza. how fucking tragic. so now i have money i can.... stop looking like a ragdoll, eat nice food that has some flavour, ask for 'dry white wine' instead of 'house white wine', see friends in faraway places, fill the holes in my teeth, and not have to go to the cinima on the ( Read more... )

sitting here running a ward by myself,i wonder if they realise i feel like an 11year old with no clue? i fucking hate night shifts.busy until 1am, then nothing to do for 7 hours. i try to read but my eyes close too easily...and i get far too cold. also, some idiot keeps pressing the emergency call bell, causing me to sprint (or attempt to at least ( Read more... )

im back to livejournal, has been a while. greetings and happy new year everybody, hope you are all well ( Read more... )

it makes me mad, there is such a lot of crap around you have to wonder... for example the guy who wrote the following article, does he think he's doing something good? all that time to do something good and he sits there and writes that? what a naive brainwashed prat ( Read more... )

The manic street preachers, southampton guildhall, 3rd april 2005

*the most fantastic gig ive ever been to, ever!*

photos (especially for anno!)


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didnt want to leave that cosy room with the broken everthing,
<3 you miss o, our pirate adventures are sure to be a great sucsess!
next week.... nacho's, planetarium, better music, and dancing! yes.

5 days to go until the manics!!!! oh yes.

xxx

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