Leaving tomorrow. We'll go early in the morning to Vienna, that means I'm sleeping at Eve's today ( Read more... )

Yay, I'm happy... Eve is back from Bali!!! OMG! We're going to Greece on Thursday :) I feel saver when all my girls are around. We'll see how I'll cope there... food and stuff, obviously it's bringing me down at the moment... it's a tough time, I hope I'll find some "peace" on vacation ( Read more... )

I woke up in the middle of the night bc I cried... very weird, that's has never happened to me before... or I just didn't realize it...


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First thing done today: fighting with my grandmother ( Read more... )

I forgot... in one of my paranoid "no one likes me anyway" kind of thingies yesterday I wrote back to my french teacher... if she would mind if I call her... and guess what? She didn't write back :D haha, it's no paranoia anymore

blahblah... fat... blah... tired... blahblahblah... sad... blubb ( Read more... )

Um... it rains and rains. Friends of us came over for lunch with their little son. He is so damn noisy *lol* And his mother told how good I looked... *whisper* liar *hum ( Read more... )

just when I thought it could not get any worse: My former flute teacher called... asked if we wanted to come to the opening of an exhibition of a friend of hers. Actually she wanted me to play, but she always called on the old cellphone, so guess who is playing my part now? Phillip... Yay. The best thing I can imagine. I could just not go there BUT ( Read more... )

I had another very bad night... as soon as I turned the TV off everything began to hurt so much again... but then for the first time I tried to think about different, beautiful things and after a while it worked. I banned all the bad thoughts and tried to realax. I realized that I don't HAVE to think about all the bad stuff for instance as a way to ( Read more... )