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sad things, crazy people
i pass for pretty normal when you first meet me ( Read more... ) -
15 weeks of repeating souls
“You aren’t his. You’re mine”
“I wished I was. How I prayed for that blessing.”
“You still can-“
“No I can’t. Let go.”
A day in the sun
No pain, or fear
You are for me that
Single day in the sun
Almost a moment in
The eternity of my life
The most meaningful,
Perhaps,
But only just a fraction
Of the whole
You are the freedom
That is held in a
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the weeks are all smearing together
Crappy apple music is making me laugh at my irritation.
I wish I had a handful of tootsie rolls, no seriously.
I almost, kind of, feel like I should feel bad about saying that, but not about thinking it.
I just want to go home. And have it feel like it.
I just want that damnable burning to stop behind my eyes.
I just want to be happy. Even though I ( Read more... ) -
kill or be killed, these are your choices
Week 13
A week to kill or be killed
I’ll fight to the death
But I don’t want to be a martyr
So I guess I’ll just have to kill you
Please call for an angel
To save me
From the only person
I need protection from
Myself
You can be my hope
But only
If you don’t bring to much
Trying to get away with murder:101…
Never look away
But maybe that part should come after ( Read more... ) -
A week of bleeding into my pocket
Week 12
bleeding into my pocket
I'm bleeding here on the sidewalk, but don't worry all the beautiful people can just step over the crimson sludge
I can’t hate you
But I sure know how
To hate myself
And you know what
I’m the best at it
I’ve lost form
Forgotten how to put myself up
But that’s okay
No reads you anyway
“Maybe this one will be the one for you,” ( Read more... ) -
I've recently gotten into this thing called breathing
“It doesn’t matter does it ( Read more... ) -
If you need a hand, look at the end of your own arm
Week 11
Hands fingers toes gerard we need them all
if you need a hand, don't look to me
Loving someone
Is in loving them
In the morning
When they’ve got
That prickly morning
Facial hair
Time
We ask for more
Beg even, when we think it will help
But we are never given enough
Or rather we are, but we don’t use it in such a way that it works properly
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In the Land of Women
I just watched the most important moments of my life get played out on the big screen. One of the most touching movies I've seen in a long time. Glad that I click on that random movie for a synopsis. Go see the movie In the Land of Women. Just stop reading and go watch it. Right now. You. The idiot still reading this go watch it. -
That boy whose face is haunting me in the worst of best possible ways
Okay he is cute
He passed me in the hall about half an hour ago and smiled
How odd
No one smiles at me
But he did and a slight nod
I come up to his shoulder
He has wonderful dark hair
It is very short
Which normally is a big no no for me
But somehow it just works for him
He is in the hall at the moment
I can hear him
Thank you roomie for leaving the door ( Read more... )