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Almost over the edge
To my dearest Maudra
I am listening to the hum of my computer, and doors slamming
They don’t want
Or need to know
About the loving thoughts
Of a relationship
To pills and razors.
Carefully contained drops
Of crystallized crimson
Life still spill.
You don’t want any other love than hers
I can understand that and I will try
My very best to do as you want
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The one about me that actually matters.
I woke up early today. Around 8:15 am. I'm not a morning person but I needed to work on a paper for First Year Seminar, or FYS. The paper writing did not go well. I have hit a writer's block bigger than the Hoover dam. I can't write anymore. I'm already selling my soul to this teacher, he has ruined television, commercials, advertisements in ( Read more... ) -
The perfect guy
The perfect guy will say ( Read more... ) -
still alive (i think)
You razed the home of my childhood
Made me wish for the better things
That more oft than not
Are best left out of reach
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Do you ever wish you could go back
To a moment before you met someone
And simply walk the other way?
Hunny we are a long way from breaken up,
But sometimes I wish to go back
Because the ending to this much happiness
Cannot ( Read more... ) -
Hard work being here now
The good news: I am finally over my writers block. Yeah someone should bake me a cake ( Read more... ) -
Disco Dolls for Daisy
If ever a person were to achieve the perfect body what would they do with it?
What could they do with it?
Would they simply display it for the rest of us to be jealous of?
How long would we allow them to last as perfection?
Can I please have happiness again for a moment?
Even just a few moments
They say “tis better to have loved and lost then never to ( Read more... ) -
just as i am, i am
Freedom
Truth
Shadow bouncing across the wall
In the bright room
As I spin
I swear I didn’t do anything
At least not this time
I cannot guarantee any thing else
Never could have
If you must know the truth
What is the truth?
The truth,
As defined
By the Microsoft Office dictionary,
Is-
“A statement
That is generally
Believed to be true”
Therefore if a lie
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The Buttercup Diaries
The Buttercup Diaries
Guy one asks me a stupid question while guy two stands next to him looking tough.
I answer by running circles around his pea sided brain with a litany of things that in reality mean nothing.
I walk away.
Guy one, “Did I get an answer?”
Guy two, “How the hell should I know?”
Do I go beat the shit of that little stupid bitch,
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Math
This is for all the math "geeks" who love that fact that the rules and laws of math are never broken. That they never change as you go along. That they can be counted on no matter what.
This is to all those people who hate math because they don't understand it. Don't give up, the rules never change and you can still make it if you try.
Some say it ( Read more... ) -
disclaimer
If at any point you feel like you understand me, you should immediately run like hell in the other direction. Just a thought.