God I need help.

James came to my work yesterday. It was really strange. Whenever I see him we have decent smalltalk. His baby girl is three now. It's weird to think of him as a father. I am glad he is happy though. Even though we were not made to be a couple at all and he was just slightly too clingy, I think he is a good person inside. Weird ( Read more... )

I just read my last entry and the typos were atrocious! (sp?) Anyway ( Read more... )

Work still sucks, however, the customers seem to have much more faith in my abilies than my boss and coworkers. The last two days I have worked people have complimented my work style or ethi or whatever. One of them even said she was going to call my boss and tell her how wonderful I am. It definitely made feel like I was worth something at this ( Read more... )

Well, the memorial service for my grandma was yesterday. It was nice, but I cried the ENTIRE time. I really miss her. But Ido realize she is in a much better place now. My mom told me how she was on her last day. It was so horrible. Why does that always happen to good people. It makes me mad. But what really makes me mad is this. My sister ( Read more... )

My grandma died today. I was supposed to go see her today, but I didn't. I was going to go tomorrow and now it's too late. Words cannot even describe how I feel right now. She wasn't supposed to go this early.

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So lately I have been desiring to be crafty. I wanna sew and garden and decorate my own house, if I ever get one. It's strange. I am excited cuz I got some really cute trim for the costume I started with Jana. It's gonna rock when it's done. Woo woo! But yes, I should really get to bed as I am tired as all hell. Nitey nite Thugs.

NIN TICKETS GO ON SALE THIS SUNDAY AT 10:00 THROUGH TICKETMASTER!!!!!!!!

Why does technology hate me?

Also. My new pink hippo is fantastically bomb. Thank you Rachel.