Wow - it has definitely been a long time since I last wrote...longer than I remember ( Read more... )

Well it has been a lil while since I last wrote.

Things are pretty much the same around here. I have just a lil more confused about life. Whenever things are going really well, it doesn't seem to last very long. I am torn over a major life choice. I don't really wanna think about it right now though. Sigh. Maybe another day.

Lately I have been feeling...like there is nothing really to strive for in my life. Just going along with the motions. Doing nothing for myself and everything for everybody else. I am just starting to figure out who I am for the first time in my life and I an not doing anything with it ( Read more... )

But it was such a great day! Daniel and I left for the city around 9:30, got coffee and donuts on the way. Yum. The fisrt stop we made was Best Buy in....Mill Valley? I got the Sims 2! Woo hoo! We went to Amoeba where I bought over $100 worth of cds. Two were gifts though, and two more had out of print stickers, so I had to get them. It was ( Read more... )

I hate when I am in this mood - unhappy with everything in my life, jealous of eveyone, blah.

So this year was the first Thanksgiving that I didn't want to shoot myself. I consider that a good thing. It's probably cuz no one was smoking pot. It was nice having a full table again - some of David's family was there and my granpa and Dominique came up from LA. It was hard not having my grandma there though, and I think Christmas is going ( Read more... )

Well, so much has happened since the last time I wrote. Where to begin ( Read more... )

So, I have come to the conclusion that I must tell my parents. But how do you break that kind of issue when it's been bottled up for so long? And I don't want to talk about it, I just want them to know. I want them to know why I could be around Emily for the first year of her life. I need them to know why I resent Amanda so much and why I want ( Read more... )

Well, I needed help and my mom gave. She asked me to give her all my bills. She camed up with a payment plan for me and now I can call the creditors and see if they will agree to it. She even payed the things with a total balance under 50. She is so good to me.

I AM OFFICIALLY LICENCED!!!!!! I am so incredibly happy right now. Validaton of all the hard work! Proof that I made something of myself! Yay!!!!

In other news, I donated blood for the second time today. It feels wonderful. I plan to donate regularly. Well, at least between tattoos. =]

That is all for now, must get to bed.