If I go to him, I know I will get caught up in the minutiae of everyday life. It will be a never ending cycle of work, drink, fuck, sleep and work again. I don't think I would be unhappy; no, not that. I love him, so my life would have its own joys and little happinesses. It's just... that's all there would be, day after day, and before I know it I
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