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A Selfless Dream
Sometimes I wish my dream can come true...I have a few but this one is at the top of the list. It is also the hardest I have worked at all my life! The biggest risk too. Yet...Maybe it will never come true.
I believe in working hard for the things that you want. As long as you work hard for it, you'll get it. But this particular dream seems destined ( Read more... ) -
Norms
This is so tough. Although this is my choice and I open up myself to be hurt because I care so damn much, it's still tough and I have to live with my decision.
I guess nobody will understand why I've decided to stay by his side. Even after all the hurt and the pain, the rejection and the insanity of the whole situation, I still chose to be a friend ( Read more... ) -
A Boy I Once Knew
Funny...I found myself missing a boy I once knew. I guess it's because recently I dated another who reminded me of someone I used to love.
They have the same look, the same laugh, the same hobbies, the same mannerisms, almost the same backgrounds...
I wonder if he ever thinks of me? Haha...Funny. -
Win Her Heart
I opened my heart and suddenly there came a few! Haha...Loving the attention but taking my time this time round.
How uncanny that one of them is so so similar to my first love. They look alike, laugh the same, common interests and tv sitcoms, sports lovers and well, promising futures. BUT, being with this one reminds me of all the bad points of the ( Read more... ) -
Babies
I want someone to look after me. I can look after myself but I still want someone to look after me.
I want to be moddle coddled. I want to be babied.
Today I witnessed something so disgusting that I feel drained and lifeless from the whole experience. I saw a girl being molested but I couldn't do anything because she didn't want to be saved. Is that ( Read more... ) -
Wonderous
I thought I'd get a diary and pen down my thoughts again like I used to. Typing can be....I don't know, uninspiring. I've got my eye on a dairy at Prologue already, just that I don't know if I want to do that again.
It'll be bittersweet to read my writings one day in the future. Like how I feel when I read my old dairies. I don't like it.
But I ( Read more... ) -
When All Seems Lost
When you keep commiting crimes and break the law, there's only two possibilities that await you: 1) You get caught and punished. 2) You escape and suffer the rest of your life as a fugitive.
Do you know who suffers the most from a person's mistakes?
The people who love that person.
Oft times, the offender may feel as if he is the only one in pain ( Read more... ) -
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Sad.
It's a gray, colourless day today with barely enough clouds and chilly winds. There's a slight drizzle that will mostly likely turn into a storm soon even as I type.
I'm heartbroken and tired.
His case is to an end and the outcome is not what we expected. I guess I always knew the outcome but I allowed myself to get carried away by his hope. ( Read more... ) -
Step Up my Game
If I have to admit to myself and be honest about it, I don't like someone else stealing my limelight at work or even among friends. Strangely, I've grown more competitive as I age. Wahahaha...
I MUST get what I want. The main thing that always hinders my process is worldly affairs. I am so moody and it depends on my mood most times how I fair with ( Read more... ) -
Giving Up!
Today, I decided to give up for good. And this time I mean it.
I swear.
I won't turn around to look.
But that does not mean that I'm open to anything else.
Lick my wounds, build up other aspects in life.
Run away from the uglies and toward the beautiful light.