Dear Father Lord,

You say that You love me so much that I just have to ask for what I want and You will give it.

Well, I just lost a love to my insecurities. It was all good til I messed it up. Please return my love to me. I pray for healing within myself and for my love so that we can overcome this hurdle once more for a stronger relationship. This ( Read more... )

Sometimes a girl just needs to cry. It doesn't mean that she's pulling a stunt or she wants to be dramatic about things. It's just the way she feels at that moment. It's pure honesty. Don't be harsh, don't judge. Just be there for her by not saying anything at all. Just hold her in your arms til she stops. That's all she's asking.

I couldn't find ( Read more... )

I saw someone who looked like the ferret boy today. He was driving a car and a father. Got the shock of my life!

Been having nightmares and restless nights this past two weeks. Sucks...Screamed in my sleep a couple of times and just jolted awake. Haiz...For the life of me though, I can't remember what the nightmares are about.

Here's a little update on moi life...

Watched The Pillars of the Earth last night and it was great! Made me think though...Lol.

A little tired and stressed today coz I'm still lousy in my product knowledge with my new company. Went to meet customers yesterday and have tons of qoutes to send out but no clue what to qoute! This is tougher than I ( Read more... )

Hmmm...I'm feeling a little funny today. Everything is going great in my life recently. I love my new job which entitles me more freedom as compared to before. I have more time to do my own stuff now and I get sufficient rest!
It seems that life is taking the smooth path and every area of my life is improving by leaps and bounds. May the rough, bad ( Read more... )

Wo hao fan ah. I don't know what's wrong with me. I just feel so restless and troubled. I don't want to do anything but just curl up in bed and fall into a deep sleep. Maybe never wake up. Maybe I'm just mentally exhausted from today. It's been one hellava busy day ( Read more... )

Shirley and Sam gave me a new perspective to how things could be instead of my negative thoughts on the situation. What will I do without them?

I had this thought to wait and consult them before I sent out the letter. Thankfully I did. Although things are far from resolved, I feel better. On second thoughts, there is no way to resolve the ( Read more... )

It's amazing how such a small matter can throw me off balance. Such a tiny matter in the big scheme of things. There are so many other important matters that needs to be attended to, to be focussed on but again, I find myself floundering in an ocean of tears and emotion. Pain, pain, pain.

I wonder if I'll ever learn to be stronger and think more ( Read more... )

I've lost a friend for good and it is for the best but everything turned out so ugly. Our friendship has ended because we've both changed and drifted apart. I am so glad it is over because it has become a thorn in my flesh. It was meant to end.

But the harsh, provoking words exchanged was unnecessary. I kept my cool and didn't stoop to her level. ( Read more... )