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Don't know why...I'm missing my ferret baby again.

Did a Gold themed photoshoot today. Quite disppointed because there wasn't much time to shoot and there was a whole lot of unhappiness over disagreements...Changi Airport photoshoot and a group shoot next week. Omg...I have to cancel my dentist appointment again. :(

Here's some behind the scenes pics...

Before & After

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Am I whole? Nope. I've always strived to be spiritually, mentally and emotionally whole but I've always fallen short. There is always something that's nagging me at the back of my head...a missing puzzle in my life that I'm constantly searching for. Even when I was a church regular, I couldn't find that wholeness.

I came close to it only once.

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http://odb.org/2010/05/14/silence-and-trust/

God is waiting in the silence
For a heart that He can fill;
He must find it cleansed and empty,
With a spirit calm and still. -Smith

True trust in God stays strong even when He is silent.

Things have gotten worse. When things are just swept under the bed, it just accumulates and spirals out of control. It's the second time this has happened to me and I realised that I can either cut my losses and leave before it's too late or stay and allow history to repeat itself. Besides, when my mind is clear, I understand the next step I should ( Read more... )

We are our own worst enemy.

Once again, those words are being thrown squarely on my face. I can't help myself. Even though I know how far off I have wandered away from God, even though I've walked so far offshore that I can't see land anymore. I can't save myself.

Things are so simple sometimes but we make it seem so complicated. In my situation, I ( Read more... )

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Ai Ai this song! :)

I have found the paradox, that if you love til it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love. - Mother Teresa

Grrr....time is running short.  Suddenly I feel lifé s urgency. And a whole world is opening up for me. When things hit me like that - out of the blue and right smack in the face - I feel as if I've taken a trip and just woken up.

I want things fast and my way! Haha...but who dosen't?

The world is moving again and the cause of it is still the same. ( Read more... )

Old habits really die hard. Last week's clubbing session made me realise how much I miss my old lifestyle of fantastic music, free flowing alcohol and good company. I think I might just quit my job to start clubbing again...haha...KIDDING lah.

Phssssshhhhh!!! Horrible start to a morning but it has gotten better! I'm on a mission to be a more positive, baggage-less person. I'm half way there already thanks to wonderful influences in my life. :)

I've been given a new lease in living life. God has thrown out all the old and brought in fresh, new ones. A chance to revamp everything and seize ( Read more... )