Idk, i feel myself slipping into a slight depression again, and i dont really know why. Ive found an amazing girl, that makes me so happy, im back at school, gettin what i need to done, but im just not happy. She seems to be the only one/ thing making me happy. I hate being up at school, i know no one anymore really, i just sit here, like I am ( Read more... )

A - Age you lost your virginity? 17 ( Read more... )

SO im here, in my own room, in my townhouse. Im loving it. No one to tell me what to do anymore. Been pretty boring so far but that was expeted. IM all settled in, just need to get some fucking tape to hang things up. Im missing certain people a lot. All my friends and especially ciaira. Scott and dennis have been up a lot. And ciaira came ( Read more... )

SO yeah its been forever ( Read more... )

way to go john, way to fuck up your life. Its 7am on wednesday and im awake. I should be asleep, but insead i am sitting here waiting to go to court. Why have I become such a moron, why do I feel that I am invincible. Im not. Im 20 years old and currently have 20 charges pending against me. How do you do that in one night. Who in there right ( Read more... )

I feel lost. Its like theres this big gaping whole in me. SOmething big is missing. One and a half years, Seeing each other pretty much everyday. No we dont even talk. What I would give just to hear your voice. I would die to hold you, but its looking like none of that is ever going to be possible. We messed up a lot in our relationship, but ( Read more... )

This is the longest that I have ever been away from you, all i want to do is here your voice. Why cant you talk to me...

So Ive been through alot these past couple weeks, Made a lot of new friends, Hung out with a lot of them that I havent seen in a while, and I even started skating again. I know your never gonna see this but thanks for everything arthur. Right now, my life is looking cloudy, im unsure of alot. I feel like I wasted a lot of time on something. I ( Read more... )

It seems as though i write once every couple months, so i guess im do. Life has changed so much, as may of you know, lauren left me, because of my own ignorance. I neglected her. I fucked up. Now its too late. I want to make things better, im willing to do whatever it takes, but it stills fees as things are going no where. I know I made many ( Read more... )

I feel lost without her...