Things are starting to look up a little finally. Midterms are over, so a lot of stress is gone. WHich makes me feel a lot better. Ive finally reached a decision abot the military to. Ive been throwing around a lot of ideas on my head, thinking which branch is the best for me. Ive decided on the army. Im gonna go retake the asvab sometime next ( Read more... )

Idk, lately I just cant seem to think stait. Get outa my head. I dont want you there anymore. I dont wanna feel dead lie this. I just dont understand how you can go from being with someone for so long, and then not even give them the time of day. Im tired of crying, im tired of thinking, im tired of everything. Your not who I thought you were ( Read more... )

Yeha so I dont know anymore. I feel like my life has no direction. I still think about her to much, and I wanna stop. Ive met a lot of cool girls this past month or so, but none that I could see myself with yet. Thats what I want. Its what i need. Its the last piece in the puzzle that is gettin over her. Then again that me being selfish. I ( Read more... )

SO idk, I kinda just feel lost lately.

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So I talked to my recruiter again today, and things are coming together pretty good. As soon as im out of the court system Im all set, basic is in may. Im joining the USAF. Cant wait.

There comes a time in everyones life when they must change. Some more then others. I feel that with the way things have gone for me these past 6 months it has come that time for me. And I feel that I need a big change. I finally found a girl that made me happy again, and what do i do? I fuck it up. Thats not all, I lost her friendship. All ( Read more... )

I did it again, I fucked up a good thing. Whats fuckin wrong with me. I thik im gonna disapear for a while, s dont expect to see me for a long time. Im sorry Ciaira.

If anyone knows me they know what lengths i go to for my friends. I may not be able to be there all the time, but I am when it counts. I would die for my real friends, and they know who they are. To be accused of being selfish is bullshit. I am one of the most selfless people in my eyes, and in the eyes of many others. I have a problem with ( Read more... )

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