I cannot bare with all of this. What can I do with my life? There are so many activities, hobbies, and life experiences I want to accomplish, yet little time. Thank you to all the fans with this journal. It's a new year ahead. Wow! This year went by so fast. I miss it all. Walks, have been so amazing.

And...another hurricane will hit Earth. When wiill this madness ever end? Times like these, when we have to face the danger of Earth...let's us know that we live Mother Earth. I cannot bare with all of this. Lights, water, electricity, all of this, we lose. The fact of humanity is that we have to endure Mother nature. One life, one Earth. ( Read more... )

Today is better. I am much better than before. I visited my doctor today. I can't wait to move out. Took another walk around the street, it was calm and steady. Things are evolving. The doctor says that makeup artistry is not a good idea, so I can't do that. However, I am willing to volunteer to gain experience for a actual job. I can't drive right ( Read more... )

Yes. I did it...I found peace. Self-peace. I am content with everything happening in my life. At most, I am so relaxed with myself. Days, are going by so slowly, yet it passes by. It's better now. I don't know what to say, I just am. Ballet is so fun. Not taking it so seriously, is understandable not to try too hard, but to perfect it easily. So, ( Read more... )

Today I took a walk. Peaceful, steady walk. Not much nature going on, but I still went. After so, I realized that dreams are not meant to be forced upon. It's more of working towards it in a " natural " way. Not thinking of how it is to come about or to be pursued. I have 3 dreams: Modeling, ballet, and to be a musician. I tend to pursue all three ( Read more... )

What makes you happy? I mean, everything does, doesn't it? I am so happy with my life right now. Everything is in place, evolving. It takes patience, but things are coming. I need to realize all the blessings that happened in my life. Not negative things. Happiness is the greatest thing that could benefit me. College is about to continue, we are ( Read more... )

Love life the way you want to. All the time. Yesterday, was festive. Had a great time at the pool...had some beer and fellowshiped with my family and church members. Outside, I was nature watching and saw the most amazing mango tree. The wind was there...at my presence...and it was beautiful. Music, culture, and friends..lovely. The food was so ( Read more... )

There is always something more than I expect. Things seem this way because they are this way. They say more is better. But what is there to expect? I believe, we as children of God, are more of a miracle. I need success in my life...but where can I start? People, everywhere are achieving great things. I realize that negativity is what I have to ( Read more... )

Truth revealed ( Read more... )

Ouch! That hurt today! But I'm just kidding. Lol ( Read more... )