i forgot i had this.

damn.
i should be researching for papers but i feel kinda lame right now. funny how shit never changes, how i never really grow up, though im 20. still talking about the same shit. still doing the same shit. heartbreak and procrastination and being depressed. not wanting to leave my room. all the same.

HOME in two weeks.

IMPORTANT!
wondering, if perhaps anyone who lived in philly would have room to let a person (a nice, quiet, sweet person) crash at their place for one night...

this could be for either sometime this week, probably wednesday night, or sometime later in april. Thank yoU!!

i am home.

mm yeah. i plan on doing some exercise.

thats about it.

ALMOST i want to see you.

m m 3 weeks, sheeyit.

o o o it's almost 4 am ( Read more... )

i went to this hardcoreish show last night instead of doing work. it was so great. my friend usually goes to indie shows, and is used to being the most hardcore kid, and last night, he got beat. we so went into the fucking mosh pit and it was so intense, we got so thrashed. my whole body is in so much pain today. and i have horrible bruises, so it ( Read more... )

i feel so old. i sat in the park eating breakfast/lunch. and then i just sat there. and this woman passed by me, walking a dog, and smiled at me, and then made the motion with her finger for me to smile. i should be happy. i dont know. i think birthdays just depress me. i didnt want to wake up today ( Read more... )

the pagoda dude from Royal Tenenbaums (spelled wrong) was in Washington Square Park this afternoon. Movie tapping. I love sitting in Washington Square Park, except for the fucking pigeons. The don't move. And I'm scared that one day, i'm either going to get my toes bitten off or crapped on. I have a fear of getting crapped on ( Read more... )

for four days a week, i have class at 1230-315. my scedule kicks. except, i usually have nothing to do. i should prollu do some reading but eh ill do that tonight.
um, that's it.
i need a shower so im going to do that.
ps. im seeing Bloc Party on fridaaayyy
and i really need a fucking job.

i have gotten 9ish hours of sleep tonight. that is the most ive had all week. i need a shower, but my roommates in it. the other left this morning while i was sleeeping, and the other is somewhere else ( Read more... )

i have gotten 9ish hours of sleep tonight. that is the most ive had all week. i need a shower, but my roommates in it. the other left this morning while i was sleeeping, and the other is somewhere else ( Read more... )