It's time for a change. It's time to stop being the way I have been these past few weeks. Depression might be something I suffer, but I've never had a problem with keeping it under control until here lately. And I can change how I've been feeling ( Read more... )

Empty again. It's funny how I'm always reminded of this feeling just as soon as I start to forget about it. I'm beginning to think there's this cloud that always hangs above me. There's something that sits on the cloud: a person, or a spirit, or some driving force that likes to toy with my emotions. When this guy is in a real good mood he'll take ( Read more... )

In this poem, I will not cry ( Read more... )

I give up. As much as I try not to think about you, you're on my mind again. I was reading through "Who I'd Like to Meet" on your MySpace, and it came across as a pretty big shock, because that is also everything I've ever wanted in a relationship. God, get out of my head. :-P ( Read more... )

You know who you are, so I won't bother saying any names ( Read more... )

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It’s been a while since I last updated, mainly because of school and all that. Those of you that were juniors know how important that last month or so can be in really determining if you get credit or not. At least, that was the case with me. Haha ( Read more... )

Bill Gates gave a speech at Mt. Whitney High School in Visalia, CA in 2004 about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school. He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept set them up for failure in the real world ( Read more... )

YES! The Writer's Guild, my community, is now up and running. You can find this at http://www.livejournal.com/community/posh_lvlortelvl . I'm still unsure of how to work a few things, so be patient if for a while it looks kinda lame while I still figure out the odds ( Read more... )

Those of you that know much about me, know that I've been at my uncle's for quite a while after that argument my dad and I had. In the past couple of weeks, I have been coming home for a few days at a time, just when my mom asks me "Well, we're gonna be doing blah blah, would you like to come home for a few days?" At first, I wasn't to keen on the ( Read more... )