i wish that they weren't so decieving. I wish that i didn't care. I wish that they cared more. I hate men so much. I hate every last one of them. I really want to castrate every last one of them, then maybe without their balls and penis they'd have a little more sympathy be a little more in touch with their emotions, that way they could understand ( Read more... )

I've been looking up some friends from high school all morning. They all seem to be doing so well. I'm rather confused as to why i'm not the same. in fact i'm doing much worse than i had planned. I didn't set unreachable goals either, but somehow i have fallen short, and find myself wanting ( Read more... )

every day i die a little more. i have no one around, nor have i ever had anyone around that i could truly connect with, talk to , share with. There is no such things as a friend. There are only people that use you. there is nothing to a relationship, it's only a matter on convenience. there are some nights, like tonight when i fel completely ( Read more... )

i'm not sure if anyone actually uses this thing anymore, but whatever. i'm in WI at the moment living with my boyfriend tim. not sure how long this is going to last because i don't have a job here, and the weather sucks, at least in MI i had a job and a bunch of water all around me, and a truck that mostly ran. god, what is wrong with me, why am i ( Read more... )

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I've snapped. The last straw has fallen. I'm going to spend all my spare time tomorrow in the guidance office making phone calls to the court in marquette and get my damn papers and get this whole deal done and ove with. I have had it with the bullshit that my mother keeps pulling and this will be the end of it ( Read more... )

i hate the fact that i was born in july. i hate the fact that i'm still 17. i hate the fact that i spent the last hour and a half searching online for an answer that i didn't want. I can't move out of my parent's house without the consent of both my parents since thay have joint legal custody. I can't get married to george without their consent so ( Read more... )

i feel obligated to tell you that i'm no good. i feel obligated to talk about my past. please tell me if you don't want to know. you don't? well then i'll stop

homecoming today and i'm stuck in mrs nebel's class being bored doing nothing and i can't leave. it sucks ass.

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