On the above comments at you being Gay, I would agree that you could make quite well at it. And yes I could probably be a pretty good straight man. But the girls just don't do it for me, even if I sometimes wish they could.
I've always hoped the insects feel indebted by my helpfulness.
A good imagination will always win, probably the most important thing you can have. Saved my life a few times.
I consider that a compliment, although loving anyone always has its share of problems, and no matter who they are (or were) I'd probably still be wondering what the equation is between one and another. But sometimes the grass can look greener on the other side of the fence, that's for sure..
But are you fellas capitalizing Gay now? I don't get down to the city much.
Sometimes a cigar is just a cigar, Matthew. But I'll owe up to what we did. In fact, I'm proud of myself for doing it. Not that you were such an ordeal, but making out with you for 5 seconds on a trampoline during a game of Truth or Dare twelve years ago is something a lot of other straight dudes simply couldn't do.
Therefore, I'm awesome.
And besides..I believe you remember who I happened to leave the party with that night. Who was also on the trampoline. :)
Autumn of your years?tydye_eyesMay 2 2006, 00:42:35 UTC
But! You're only 3 years older than me! Well hey, if autumn is just around the corner, sign me up for an "Indian Summer". I know they are deceiving, and when it stays warm so long into the Fall, Winter comes sharp and sudden when it does finally arrive. But since I've made no promises to age gracefully, I figure, why the heck not? Having many relationships to look back on myself, while I do remember happy times within them, I'm glad I can remember them as "bad", or at least as having something bad about them. What incentive would I have had to move on to something more healthy and right if they had all gone well? I guess one of them could've gone well, and I could've stayed put, problem solved. In hindsight though, not one of them was the best match for me... the only one who was came too soon, and now he's gone. But anyway, I say, "Let the bad times roll!" =P
Re: okay, so maybe it's more like "july"posteverythingMay 2 2006, 02:33:22 UTC
You know, you bring up a very valuable point, one that I'm kind of kicking myself for not bringing up in this text. What incentive would there be for moving on to something that's right on every level? I figure, even if I spend my life looking for that and never find it at least it was time well wasted, or at least better than growing old in a prison of my own design.
I mean, I know what you mean. I could have stayed in some of the bad relationships. I've had many opportunities to settle down and slowly drown my aspirations. But I didn't..even with the point you're making being mostly an unconscious decision. And you know, sitting here right now, I'm so damn glad I chose to do what I did. It's such a very nice feeling.
in that case, i'll take my place in "late-May"tydye_eyesMay 2 2006, 18:51:04 UTC
and things will be OK. i like the concept of "time well wasted". i think i always have, i just never got around to putting words to the notion. wasting away in one's own prison... that's something that hits home, but in a way that's out of context here. still, something made me point it out. i'm glad you're glad. =) i've still got some calculating to do, but an initial approximation points to a high probability of zeroing out nicely in the regret department... especially when i consider how the choices i made were not only best for me, they were best for everyone else who would've been affected too. i'll cheer up soon, i promise. the lilacs are blooming here. that should help.
Re: you're a good late-MayposteverythingMay 3 2006, 02:05:34 UTC
And besides, feeling satisfied with your choices in life sure beats the hell out of the alternative to it. I find myself saying to myself every now and then that I wasn't the only one back then who wasn't perfect. It's true, and it helps.
In the meantime, since we're going to fight crime using kung-fu I'm saying we definitely need to get our hands on a helicopter.
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You're no fool, kiddo.
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But since you're not a fool either, I'm not too terribly worried. :)
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I've always hoped the insects feel indebted by my helpfulness.
A good imagination will always win, probably the most important thing you can have. Saved my life a few times.
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But are you fellas capitalizing Gay now? I don't get down to the city much.
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...come on, does it matter?
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Therefore, I'm awesome.
And besides..I believe you remember who I happened to leave the party with that night. Who was also on the trampoline. :)
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You're only 3 years older than me! Well hey, if autumn is just around the corner, sign me up for an "Indian Summer". I know they are deceiving, and when it stays warm so long into the Fall, Winter comes sharp and sudden when it does finally arrive. But since I've made no promises to age gracefully, I figure, why the heck not?
Having many relationships to look back on myself, while I do remember happy times within them, I'm glad I can remember them as "bad", or at least as having something bad about them. What incentive would I have had to move on to something more healthy and right if they had all gone well? I guess one of them could've gone well, and I could've stayed put, problem solved. In hindsight though, not one of them was the best match for me... the only one who was came too soon, and now he's gone.
But anyway, I say, "Let the bad times roll!" =P
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I mean, I know what you mean. I could have stayed in some of the bad relationships. I've had many opportunities to settle down and slowly drown my aspirations. But I didn't..even with the point you're making being mostly an unconscious decision. And you know, sitting here right now, I'm so damn glad I chose to do what I did. It's such a very nice feeling.
Let the bad times roll, indeed.
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i like the concept of "time well wasted". i think i always have, i just never got around to putting words to the notion.
wasting away in one's own prison... that's something that hits home, but in a way that's out of context here. still, something made me point it out.
i'm glad you're glad. =) i've still got some calculating to do, but an initial approximation points to a high probability of zeroing out nicely in the regret department... especially when i consider how the choices i made were not only best for me, they were best for everyone else who would've been affected too.
i'll cheer up soon, i promise. the lilacs are blooming here. that should help.
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In the meantime, since we're going to fight crime using kung-fu I'm saying we definitely need to get our hands on a helicopter.
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I am, actually..the link to that is in this journal's userinfo. Talk about something coming out of left field. :)
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