I'm not very excited at the moment. Not at all.

[posthumanity]

Sleep didn't happen for me tonight. That's happening a lot these days. I wake up, I wonder why I bothered. I fake almost everything you see. Smiling is a reflex for me. Laughing is a reflex for me. I practice being happy. I'm good at it. It's just that people disappoint me so fucking much that it sickens me. It's not being misunderstood that

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[waste_my_days]

I'm gonna throw this out there, because I've known you for a while and just saw you recently for the first time in several years, but....who is your icon?

[posthumanity]

Annie Lennox. You should call me sometime, Tuesday bisexual.

[waste_my_days]

Bitch, I'm the Thursday pansexual.

And maybe I will.