My birthday is coming up pretty soon again ( Read more... )

            Sitting high up on my peddle stool I sat wandering around the darkest recesses of my mind trying to figure out whose hands were holding the glass in front of me.  Those hands so misshapen, scarred, and battered are so very capable of inducing pain.  Unfortunately not pain onto another, but only myself.  When I grasp onto the glass I ( Read more... )

THURSDAY - Woke up early as hell and got ready, packing, gathering for the journey to SF then Big Sur.  We didn't leave my house till after I had originally planned and went shopping for supplies where we ran into Natali who thought we were crazy for going on our adventure.  Got many things that we needed and many things that we did not need.  We ( Read more... )

I've been pretty happy nowadays.
It's been nice. Sedating, but nice.

I can even tell the difference in the way I write. Which is rad and excites me a bit.

I love Lauren, she knows how to hold it down.
Good looking out you fucking cheesy lush.

I want a bulldog and a bbq.

Part I

Some kid tripped over my leg while he was running around the grouping of plastic chairs that I find unbearable.    I was reading and she was with me sleeping with her head on my shoulder.
            “Sorry kid, sometimes you have to look around the bend.”  He just got up and ran to his parents.  Fucking kids ( Read more... )

            It came around to that night again, where there would be no way for me to know what time it was at all.  I could not tell the difference between the warmth of my body and the warmth of yours.  Everything in my life could have come crashing down on me at any second and the world could have collapsed and there would be no way to tell them ( Read more... )

            You want to know how wonderful something truly is, all you have to do is inadvertently lose it and leave it behind immediately.  You know those days where it rains a little bit on and off and all you really want to do is shout at the clouds and tell them to make their sorry little minds up.  Then, it seems like they hear you and begins ( Read more... )

My bookmark fell out of my book this morning and I got pissed.

My head feels polluted. Disillusioned. Possibly a little depraved as well ( Read more... )

I vinylly bought some more records ( Read more... )