.. i really just.. don't want to live anymore..

i want to write this stuff out. and i didn't know where else to put it. but i wanted there to be a chance that the people this is directed to could read it, so here it is ( Read more... )

happiness is very good

I haven't responded... And it isn't because I hate you, and it isn't because I don't forgive you, it's just ( Read more... )

I know I've said this a million times before ( Read more... )

though others have helped to fuck me up ( Read more... )

well... i've been working my ass off ( Read more... )

well ( Read more... )

it is true. kirk and i are getting married in the summer ( Read more... )

i hate these people staring
make them go away from here