there are a lot of things that have happened this week ( Read more... )

seriously... whats the deal with airlines ( Read more... )

in the past 6 months i've ( Read more... )

Hollie. I know you read this. This one is for you... Yes he did write that.. It was while we were in Manchester. He Got into your email to get your moms and told her about your live journal. Its because he was defending me at the time. He doesn't remember doing it but me and Nikita were there watching him. He tries to make himself to be this ( Read more... )

so i learned that theres this thing in my brain and when something traumatic happens to a person, it gets literally burned into their memory sensor in their brain.. kind of like a hard drive ( Read more... )

why should i bother trying to make new memories if you aren't going to remember them ( Read more... )

do i even exsist today?

did i exsist yesterday?

maybe i should get it done and over with.

the pain and suffering would be over for everyone.

did you notice today?

did you read me today?

sometimes the only way to get on with life is to just deal with it.

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my dreams are gone.
no white dress.
no ring.
no future for me.

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if you expect me to constantly compete for your affection... or if you're testing me this time around... i'm done. i can't emotionally take this anymore. i'm throwing in the hat. you won't notice or even read this anyway... so i guess i can say whatever i want ( Read more... )

I'm glad I am not pregnant. That means I have my whole life ahead of me a life of freedom. I guess we could call it freedom for all intents and purposes. I still have all my bills and I don't really have days off but I'm free from gaining 40lbs and I'm free from the possibility of dying in childbirth. Or even free from getting my uterus tore to ( Read more... )

things are much better ^.^
taking it one day at a time.
his mom was more proud of me though. what kind of shit is that?
i'm not the one with the degree.
he's making the same amount of money as me at one of my jobs.
its just not fair. she'll never see him as i see him.