If your not religious just overlook some of the verses and such but listen to the message. It took me 3 years to work through learning to let go and that is why I'm here on earth today.I want to share this with others that love someone that isn't able to or doesn't want to. It's ok to not be loved by someone. That was hard for me as a Mom to ( Read more... )

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Ok so its not the phone ringing but I got your attention. The ringing I hear is just the constant ringing in my ears.(go me) I asked other Lupus survivors about it and yes it's just another weird thing your body does with this disease. I do need to have my hearing checked and check out the side effects of all my meds. It is a little maddening, the ( Read more... )

Called the Rheumy doctor first thing this morning. I explained that either he needs to send me out pain meds to get me thru till the steroids kick in or I will be at his office today so he could take care of me since my hubby has to go to work. I guess he didn't want to see me at his office. lol

My mom needs to stop stirring turds.

Went to ER the other night. They gave me an IV to administer pain, muscle relaxer, and anti inflammatory meds. Then ran a catheter to check kidneys out. Sent me home with pain meds and muscle relaxers ( Read more... )

I am hurting so badly that I can't handle it anymore. My husband went to my moms to get a pain pill so I can move to get to the car to go to the hospital. Gosh this hurts sooo bad. I thought I was having flare ups with Fybro before..ha Now this is a bad boy flare. I can't take a life of constant pain. This has to go away. I know that if I cry its ( Read more... )

I finally was able to get up and go to the restroom by myself. I think I'm getting better. I hate to say that to loud or it might curse me. I always have to take around 15 to 19 pills a day but I had to add 10 more a day during this flare. 5 a day to beat off the virus I have, 3 a day to kick the infections I'm fighting and I take a half of a ( Read more... )

Somebody said that a child is carried in its mother's womb for nine months. Somebody does not know that a child is carried in its mother's heart forever ( Read more... )

I went to the doctor today. I'm not doing to great these days. I'm getting scared about my health. I am waiting on test results about how active my lupus is with this flare up and if it has done any organ damage. I know my lungs are damaged permanently but the test is to check for kidney and heart involvement. I feel and look like crap. I'm not the ( Read more... )