Okay so I dont know what it is about a girl who has an accent or just has a way of rolling her tounge when she says certain words. I think that I melt a little each time inside. I have always wanted to learn how to speak spanish and now this week it has come to a head I am starting a new job tomorrow and the closest coworker I will be in contact ( Read more... )

OKay so for those of you who know me on Myspace ... Perhaps you have seen my tribute to the Film Loving Annabelle. I have put You tube video clips on everyones page and you can see some of them on mine. I instantly became a fan after watching a clip went to the website to see when it would be out. I know OBSESSED. Anyways The film isnt being played ( Read more... )

So I read your blog and I know-I know what its like to have a plan and then for months later it has totally changed- I know what its like to wake up next to someone everyday and for them to be gone-I know what its like to not want the next day be like the last and Just try to find somethin or someone to numb the pain or fill the void inside me ( Read more... )

So Jamie and I have been hanging out alot lately- and well in her words were BFF- She feels the pressure of hanging out with me and "not " being my girlfriend Last night when she was drunk she said... " we might as well be girlfriends and get married" This was almost simultaneose to her staring at our bartetenders ASS- Who is a guy- So all in all I ( Read more... )

Well I am taking 5-htp AND PASSION FLOWERE- I HAVE BEEN FOR A FEW WEEKS- I JUST LOOKED BACK AT MY ENTRIES- Okay so here it is Gina and I ahve been freinds for four years and the last few months have been really confusing- Considering we both are on medication, lost our jobs- Both drink, smoke and do drugs- We fell into crushes with one anothers ( Read more... )

Someone recentley said- Oh Amy your therapist has their work cut out for them two sets of sisters- I didnt remember Kaitlyn until Jess and Casey brought it up- BUt Again I have landed another sister in a family- I kinda figured it would happen- But I wasnt sure- I mean there was no guarentee But everyone went to bed She was horny and I was lonely ( Read more... )

I smoked and then vegged out ont he couch yesterday for Hours and I never did have that meeting with my dad but I didnt drink and I had a GREAT Day Now off too work but I had this dream sometiem early in the morning about these two girls It was a really beautiful story- But I dont iknow ifI read it at 3 in the morning online or made it up because ( Read more... )

I made french fries yesterday ( Read more... )

Slept on my trampoline on Friday- it was freezing- I woke up to the birds and I had to work all day 7-11:30 and 3- 11:30- Whata long day then I went out afterwards- My ride , 'friend', came and picked me up for church at 9 am afterwards we went out for Sunday Funday and drank all night- We didnt even eat dinner- then to an after hours party- Met ( Read more... )

ok so Dad totally freaked out on me and told me I wasnt mature- That I had to stop self induginging- figure out my loans and Stop drinking b4 an important next day - cuz I have to work and he said I need to go back to counseling- I know He may have been right but he did it in front of my little brother and I was embarrassed - my mom came down to ( Read more... )