okay so here it is the truth- I am a cheatewr a liar and a sinner- My gilr saw ritgh through the games I played and she doubted me- her doubt grew to the point Finally tonight where we had to walk away- i said to her It sucks this didnt work out and I walked aawy- She didnt believe in me- She didnt think i would be faithfull or I would fuck it up ( Read more... )

Okay so I am dating a woman. A woman who has mood swings and monthly visits from aunt flow. I am dating a woman who can act selfdestructive at times. I am dating a woman who knows who she is and what she wants although does not always articualate it. I am dating woman who demands honesty and a toned down flirtatious girlfriend. I am dating a woman ( Read more... )

Okay so here is My first pride- I didnt have a camera so I only have Jeannin's doubles- Buthere they are. Pride was wonderful - The only thing that could have made it better was seeing my dear friends from Wisconsin.

Driving to PRIDE!!!


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Okay so here i go on this adveture called Monagamy or Managomy- I am not sure how to spell it and the truth is I am never successful at it- But I am giving it a shot-I would like to think I could stand up and do whats rigth and not alwwys do whats easy- Marianna is afraid- i am likea kid with anew toy and I play with it every day and then I dont ( Read more... )

Okay so outside the Bar tonight we had the talk You know the one thats not supposed to happen for awhile but we both had too much on our minds- She doesnt think I am a good investment- My words not her- She is an English Minor therefore carefully words her thoughts when she even allows herself to say it- I think we have spent almost every day ( Read more... )

Okay- So i was supposed to pick marianna up at ten and i called her at 10:30 - She decided she was going to the bar- Fine I thought- The second party of the eveniing she would come- She didnt- i was so Fucking frustrated- i called her twice and even text once- I think she might think I am crazy now- I know I dont have to see her everyday but She ( Read more... )

So not fair- I had to be at work Drunk and hung over today- I am sure my boss knew- I didnt even talk to him for the first hour- He tried to show me how to use the computer- program or something- I literally couldnt even sit ther without closing my eyes I had to stand up and keep moving- Then I went to the community center and I will be there all ( Read more... )

Welll I was late for work today but I think I was so Happy to not be hung over and maybe still a little intoxicated from last night- We had So much Fun!! My brother and some friends met at OC then Brewskies- What along ass drving night- My Girl Steph had her subs stolen out of her Jeep - She was sad But I got free dances fom her all- Night she is a ( Read more... )

So I fell asleep sitting up today for sure at work and i really should be working on the Damn community stuff right now Its just that I am so Tired and I am getting to old for this staying up all night escpecailly when You kind of have a big kid job in the morning. i want to call her but I wont- i want to got to sleep right now and I want this day ( Read more... )

Well its almost four and I have had a great night. You know the first week how perfect it is and how You can stay up all night Forever and ever... Well thats true for me but whats different is this is an honest beginng- I have no money - I am more stressed out this week with work - PS I started a new job today I worked twelve hours today ( Read more... )