it's been so freakin long since i've written in here. i can't even believe that school is over. well actually the year ended like two months ago, but i still can't believe it. i'm up here in washington, and i've been up here for like a month...actually a month today. it's so awesome that i have to chance to spend this time up here with my dad and ( Read more... )

there's anything interesting for me to write about anymore. oh yeah, and eddie, i've been meaning to thank you for the advice for that one journal i had written!! i wonder what the spring fair is gonna be like. hopefully fun i guess, lol. i've been like hooked on this one new song from avril lavigne, it's called don't tell me. i love this song, and ( Read more... )

well, it's been a while since i've written. i'm not so worrited about getting a boyfriend. yes i want one, but that's not gonna be like my top priority or anything. school and getting good grades is at the top of my list. but there is this one guy that i am starting to like to like more and more. he's really kewl. but no names will be given. we get ( Read more... )

this is such a kewl color. well, haven't written in a while, too busy , but hey, it's not like anyone cares to read it. things haven't really been all that great lately. too many problems, school, isn't going good. things at home haven't been good at all. too much yelling.  nothing seems to be happening with me and any guys right now. well, nothing ( Read more... )

haven't written in a while, i think!! so here i am. just in thelibrary right now.i should be looking stuff up on poland for this test that we're gonna have on friday, but whatever, i don't feel like it. my weekend went okay, i was at kristinas house for like half the time. and i got sick while i was over there too and now i'm still sick. geez, i ( Read more... )

hey everybody who cares to be reading this, haven't updated in a while. but here i am now!! i'm so glad that the weekend is finally here. i fell asleep today when i got home from school for like 4 hours, but anyways, i don't care, i was tired!! tomorrow i'm going to big bear and kristina is gonna come with me like she does everywhere else!! :) but ( Read more... )

hey everyone, just bored so i thought id come on here and type a few words :) i'm at kristinas house but she's asleep. before i came in here to get on the computer, she was still sleeping and mummbled something. and i was like, what cause i thought she was saying something to me, and her eyes were open. and then she said, i was talking to the ( Read more... )

wow, i just read all my journals that i've put out, and i read all the mean things that i said about you know who(jc).and that made me sound so mean. and i feel like a horrible person. and i am so sorry. man, i did not mean to say all that for sure. each of the days that i wrote about him, is just when he makes me mad in class. like he never really ( Read more... )

last night i spent the night at kristinas house, like i usually do, lol. and i was just lying to myself when i said that i didn't like jc. i do, and i shouldn't of called him an idiot and a jerk. cause he's really not. and i should talk to him, but i don't know how to approach him i guess you could say. what do i do? the other guy i said that i ( Read more... )

man, what is wrong with me.......? geez, my day has been kinda crazy. jc is now just the guy that i used to like. i know i said before that i still like him, but today has proved to me that he's just an idiot and i'm over him. i wanted to not like him even though i did, but now i'm through with him i guess you could say. valley sucks, theres like ( Read more... )