Time for an ever-needed update. I have class tomorrow friends, and this is probably not the best time for livejournal, but for some reason I cling to this meaningless internet journal for some sort of comfort ( Read more... )

hooray for 5 1/2 hours of sleep, caffeine, and renato carosone. I can't wait for tomorrow, but it's so difficult to go to bed right now. Once I reach a certain threshold, sleep seems unnecessary. I love being excited for the future, it gives me so much to look forward to. I've given up on living in the moment, at least at this stage of my life. ( Read more... )

I wish that our relationship didn't have to be so painful. Half of it is the fact that I make it more painful than it should be with all of my baggage. I hate baggage and I hate that I carry it everywhere with me. My arms are tired but I can't just leave it at the door. I don't even know how I feel or what I should feel about this situation. My ( Read more... )

Yesterday was one of the most awful days of my life ( Read more... )

"You may feel alone when you're falling asleep ( Read more... )

Only one more week of Poland! I know I will miss it when I get home, but right now I am ready to leave. I hope the customs people don't confiscate all of the food I'm brining back. THIS IS THE MOST BORING LIVEJOURNAL POST I HAVE EVER WRITTEN IN MY LIFE. I'm sorry if anyone took the time to read this. good day.

It's odd how these livejournals have become deadened by the activity of summer. We relied on them so heavily for communication during the year even though we were right next door and now with miles between us the words cease. I don't have anything of merit or value to communicate at the moment because my life has been reduced to suitcases, studying ( Read more... )

I have been neglecting my livejournal duties this summer and so has everyone else. Oh well, I can't check very often anyway because using the internet costs money where I am staying in Krakow. I am finally in Poland! It has only been two days, but already I feel like I have been away forever. I really like it here so far even though the Polish ( Read more... )

Everyone should pretend that I didn't write the entries from yesterday because they are retarded. I'm gonna go make mint jelly now and be happy.

At the first sign of danger I ran home where it's "safe." I'm so normal it's disgusting.