I can not cry over and over again.

You used to make me feel so much alive, now I'm waiting alone for you.

So sometimes I think I am hot shit...I'll have one of those days where I am wearing skin tight motorcycle pants...my 3 inch tall creepers...awesome printed button down shirt with my tight jackets and super cool hair do ( Read more... )

Damn ( Read more... )

I think I only post when I am depressed or when my mind is really crowded...the posts are usually pessemistic and "poor me". In my head it sounds like I am venting and just being totally honest...but reading back I just want to say "SHUT UP ( Read more... )

I know I am not a stable person ( Read more... )

not enough booze will wash away the bull shit of my life.
but ill try drowning these sorrows anyway.

nothing bad happaned....but i just have an intense feeling of anxiety and depression. a few years ago i had really bad panic attacks, and i feel one coming on.
they are so scary

So tomorrow if I find out I am not dying, I will celebrate.

Found my old contact sheets from when I was a photography student in college from years ago.
It made my chest tighten and my eyes tear up.

I don't get it.

I'm feelin buzzed. Life is better like this.