I just don't get people that are cruel for the sake of being cruel. I can ignore it and let it roll off my shoulders like it's nothing but I just don't get how people can say such mean things to a perfect stranger. To someone they've never met, that they never will meet. They don't know their history, how funny they are, how smart they are, how ( Read more... )

It's true I believe that I don't deserve to have a charmed kind of life. I've made many mistakes small and large and they have altered my life greatly, but that doesn't mean I'm not going to strive to make the best of it and to find some kind of happiness ( Read more... )

They say that we hate in others what we most hate in ourselves....it's true. It's very true. I hate the fact that I am fat. I'm not going to whine about being fat and how hard life is. it's my fault that I'm this way. It was my doing. Granted there are environmental factors aswell but I'll take a great majority of the blame....However, just because ( Read more... )

So I was reading through old journal entries....like from 2004 and 2005....I didn't realize until now how over him I really am. I was constantly paranoid....and well I can't say i'm shocked, there are many unanswered questions and loads of things that never added up... and once upon a time I would worry and rack my brain and now I just don't care. ( Read more... )

So today my best friend tells me that she thinks I let people in my life treat me like shit because on some level I think I deserve it. Well, I can't tell her she's wrong because she's not. I know it's karma and you can't argue with karma ( Read more... )

Nostalgia is a bitch. It makes you want a taste of a flavor that is long gone. The clothes were ridiculous, i was moody and angsty and dramatic but damn were the 90s fun. The music was great and to hear it today it still makes my heart smile. The gin blossoms, no doubt, the cranberries, the red hot chilli peppers, alanis morrisette...i could go on ( Read more... )

I miss school. It was alot of hard work but I'd do it all over again. Without a second thought.

I can't wait to get into a salon and show off what i can do.

Calling the school tuesday and bitching someone out. I need to get my paper work and get this shit going.

I need to do some damn hair!

I feel antsy again. I wanna do something but I don't know what. I hate it. Do i wana read? watch a move? draw something? I feel like i want to do all of these things all at once but i can't...and my hand is sticky and it's irritating but i don't wanna get up to wash it...and my neck won't stop itching....that's irritating too ( Read more... )

I went today and gave my resume to the owner of the salon in Granville. I got to look around and damn. It's just so comfortable there. I had it in my head that I didn't want to work there but man, I do. She said she hired someone on monday and I told that was ok. If she just needed someone to come in and answer phones, sweep hair, etc that I'd be ( Read more... )

Today I have no rage....I also noticed that it was my day off....coincidence? I think not ( Read more... )