Sometimes I really hate being a woman...or maybe it's just a human thing...but the whole dating game is such bullshit. You have to go about things in just the right way. You have to show just enough attention to keep them interested but not too much because it'll scare them away. You can't feel too strongly and if you do, keep that shit to yourself ( Read more... )

So I was in a relationship for a little over a year. I didn't share it with many as it was mostly an online thing and I know most wouldn't say it counts but try telling that to my heart. I knew it wouldn't be forever and I feel very fortunate that it lasted as long as it did. I still love him very much but part of me I think is glad it's over. He's ( Read more... )

I have to say today was quite nice. spending a couple of hours, outside, hiking through the woods, around a lake and observing natures most beautiful and interesting marvels does wonders for the soul. I can't remember the last time I was so relaxed...perhaps I'm just tired. But all the same, it was nice to get out of the house, and spend some ( Read more... )

Tomorrow I will turn 29. Still not where I wanted to be at this age....doing better than I thought I would by this time last year...just so impatient....however, i'm starting to get the feeling that one never really actually ever feels like a "grown up".....They can feel good, They can feel accomplished. They can feel secure...but I don't know that ( Read more... )

This was meant to be posted a couple of weeks ago but my computer decided to delete it...and now when i come back to post a new rant, it pops back up...so here it is....be prepared for back to back bitch fest I guess ( Read more... )

I want to write but I don't know what to write ( Read more... )

I once said that I wasn't putting much faith in us ( Read more... )

I found this lil quiz on one of my online communities and thought it was interesting.

http://www.signalpatterns.com

My Results.

Aesthetic

You appreciate art, beauty, and design; you know that they are not superficial but absolutely crucial to living the good life. You have good taste, and you ( Read more... )

Still two jobs...i can't wait to quit save alot. I have no intentions of looking back. When I leave the job I hope to also leave all contact with Nikki behind. I can no longer stand her. She's got her head so far up her own ass she can't see that she is the problem. She's rude, and vain and so vapid. She's not that pretty and she's not interesting ( Read more... )

Ah.. life is still pretty good. I'm staying busy with two jobs and with any luck, by tomorrow i'll be on the board of directors for the theatre. (fingers crossed) I love being busy and feeling that I'm needed ( Read more... )