Every sunday i have seems to suck..... i feel so upset at the minute... i can't stay happy..... When i'm with friends i'm grand... or with graham things are great... but when i'm alone all i seem to do is cry... i don't even know what i'm crying about half the time ( Read more... )

I swear if i had to get a qualification in it i would pass with flying colours!! I'm so bored... i really couldn't be bothered revising ( Read more... )

Right well david convinced me to see that i needed to go to the hospital.... and i did... i got stitches... i swear it's one of the most traumatic experiences in my life.. i thought getting a tattoo was sore... this was so so so much worse!!! Having someone sew your leg up is not what i plan for my ideal saturday afternoon ( Read more... )

it took something like this to happen for me to realise the struggle i'm in for... i can't begin to explain the guilt i feel for having caused so much panic within my friends. Her frightened tear blemished face is constantly on my mind... i can't shake this feeling and i swear i'm going to get over this.. just for them both. 2 of my closest ( Read more... )

Hmmm.... i really must be the biggest procrastinator in the world... i went from updating my LJ to updating my LB journal to writing James and e-mail then another e-mail... then i went and had some lunch.... then i started my notes agaon... made one point and started writing in here again... hehehe whoops!! Well its this song that made me want to ( Read more... )

didn't go to school today... decided i would lie in bed instead, now here i am trying to do some revision (got exams in 3 weeks) and all i can do is sit here eat and listen to all my songs that mean something to me.... i don't know what i'm searching for i really don't... i think i'm trying to wake myself from this dream world i've created for ( Read more... )

Ah!!! I love Christina Aguilera... i'm sorry but she is so sexy.. i swear i might have been drooling at one stage... she has the most amazing set of legs in the world..... and in those leather trousers and hotpants and short skirts.... yum!! And with the cage and the male dancers with all their chains and leather and muscles... oh god i wanted to ( Read more... )

I feel so weird at the moment.. i don't know if it's this song or if it's the current alchol poisoning i'm suffering from..... i feel kind of sad... like i don't know why... like my body feels sad.... *shrug* don't even know why i'm posting this waste of space if you ask me.... i'm in one of those weird leave me alone moods which isn't good because ( Read more... )

currently extremely hungover i feel like i have gut rot ( Read more... )

Yeah so i went into town this morning to get the finishing touches to my costume.... went to ann summers to get my handcuffs and my chocolate body paint and the girl tried to make me pay like 26quid instead of like 16 and i was like i'm not paying 20quid for a steel pair of handcuffs they say 10 i'm only paying 10!! and then she put them in the bag ( Read more... )