ヤバいことになると分かってるけど、自分を止められない。好きな人がいるけど、片思いんだ。彼はそう言う興味ないし。でも一緒にいると嬉しくて、楽しくて、一杯笑う。リラックス出来る。彼に話しやすいんだ。どうすれば良いだろう。

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別れって言う言葉、意味はよく解らない。理解できない。今後は会えないの？高校を卒業した時は違った。友達皆オタワ出身から、何時かここに帰るんだ。でも大学は違うんだ。今日友達二人にお別れします。今度会える時はぜんぜん知らない。年末かな？来年かな？もう会えなかった、僕はどうする？どうしたらいいんですか？泣きたいけど泣けない。苦しくて、涙は来ない ( Read more... )

completely in love with this song right now

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( i love you )

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pics from the show, photoshop'd the way i like 'em.


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I'm so over school.  Like for realz.  I just need to finish this one paper, then get through finals (which I never worry about) and then it'll be clear blue skies!  I hope anyways...

No big plans for the summer this year.  No extravagant trips to Japan or Hong Kong unfortunately.  I wish, but alas I don't have the money.  Maybe it's because of my ( Read more... )

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I haven't made a substantial post recently because there hasn't really been anything to write about. And I haven't really had the time. Life is so busy these days. School is a constant battle, of papers and readings and discussions and teaching. I'm trying to keep away from situations that I know will put me over the edge right now, since I ( Read more... )

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