Haloween made me sad this year. I studied for an exam...this is my first year not trick or treating, or dressing up or anything....it sucks growing old....i just want for one second to be 6 again....

...crazy how much thigns change in 8 months ( Read more... )

TEN FIRSTS ( Read more... )

its finally fall!!!! like real honest to god fall....when i go outside i shake i'm so cold...i LOVE it ( Read more... )

i have a rather new obssesion, well it is an old obssesiion that is new......make sense ( Read more... )

yesterday i saw ben folds!!!! yes thats right, and not to mention daniel and i snuck down to the front and basically stood right beside the stage. on friday he surprised me with the two tickets to go! it made me so happy, i couldnt get the smile off my face for the rest of the night basically ( Read more... )

so i am chewing my thumb to the bits right now craving for just one puff on a cigarett, one puff is all i ask for. it will make me happy and then i will quit, just one more puff ( Read more... )

maybe things will work out....daniel think things always work out, and maybe he is right? i'm not going to put my guard down completly though, i dont think i will ever do that.

i made an 85 on my first big test.

i dont know what it is but college isnt at all what i thought it would be...hmm...maybe this will wokr itself out too.

talked to brandon, he was happy, he made me happy ( Read more... )

people change really fast.this amazes me ( Read more... )