SAODIFHDAOIUDS. i just went to the basement and talked to patrick! for like 15 minutes. he's so beautiful! and he said i was precious. and he also remembers me. and i love him. that is all.
I can't even write in here. I started writing in a notebook like i used to do all the time for 10th and 11th grade. i would write at school and stuff. but the other night i was with ryan haze and i burned all the pages. i'm fucking terrified of people reading anything i have to say now. i wish i could stop that.