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[ppl_always_go]

Sorry to anyone who self injures that are reading this, it might be a little triggering i dont know, sorry.

So it was my birthday a few days ago. Had some fun. Went shopping, watched rugby, and went out drinking with friends...... Ohyeah and I tried to kill myslef. would have totaly worked if Chris did not phone an ambulance to come and stop me. I

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[crimsonsparkles]

I'm sorry to hear that you tried to kill yourself.

It is utterly amazing though how parents just don't see what they don't want to see sometimes.

I have to say that Chris sounds amazing. I'm glad you have someone there to hold you when you need it. I know my best friend is helpful in that way as well.

[ppl_always_go]

Thank you. I can't really remember when I actualy wanted to live or when things were so amazing in my life that I didn't have all these problems.

Yeah it is kinda amazing how they just don't see. They knew that I did before and they think that I stopped and I did for a year when I was going out with chris, I was always afraid of him finding something and asking questions. But now he is the only one I can talk to about it.

I was alwyas afraid to tell him and now he will just hold me and destract me and we will talk till all hours of the night. Things were so much easier when I told him because I was not lying to him any more. It's good to have a best friend like that. I guess thats when you know you have one good thing in your life.

[echoardi]

i added you back, including to all my filters so you should be able to read everything

[ppl_always_go]

wicked :-)