Yah i got a new el jay.....i know i get them to often!! but add me plz!!

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I have no happniess what so ever..i know i say this all tha time but its true i hate it here nothing is ever good here....i hate skool..i hate my house..i hate davisburg umm lets see what tha HELL do i have here NOTHING at all.......im so close to running away i dont even know how that would work becuz i dont have a car but if i did i wouldnt be ( Read more... )

yah im really bored right now so im gonna do this this lol ( Read more... )

I miss anderson soo much...this is really hard for me and i dont know if things will ever get better..I am losing the realitionships i use to have with my friends because i am not there everything seems to be falling apart in my world. None of my realitionships with my friends will be the same and it took me soo long to find tha strenth in our ( Read more... )

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Hey all im still in north carolina i will be here tell about monday....my mom isnt gonna let me go back shes such a bitch :( i really hope me and tay can convince her cuz iim really not happy! but summers almost here and me and em are gonna be together all tha time i hope and everyone else this summer is gonna be tha best!!!!!!!! i really miss em ( Read more... )

Hey all im sitting here in north carolina with my mom watching caddy shack 2 lol yah my aunt had a baby and wanted my mom to be here and i think i scared her cuz i told her about tha time in 7th grade and shes like omg your depressed!! i cant leave you......So shes still considering me living with nikki ever week and going to anderson but i have to ( Read more... )

I wanna go to Flordia like seriously bad i cant even tell you how ( Read more... )

I have no life and no friends not one i wish i could go to skool knowing that someone was gonna wanna talk to me or pay attention to me.....i hate my self i mean is there something i am doing wrong!? i dont get it everyone told me dont worry you will find friends your so amazing who wouldnt wanna be your friend and apperntly everyone here doesnt ( Read more... )

Im more depressed then i have ever been in my whole life......i wish my pain would just go away..i get no happiness and when i see my friends that is my ONLY happiness and there is still pain that i hide when i am with them..I just cant get away from being depressed i really scare my self sometimes i dont wanna end up you know....i no i will never ( Read more... )