I'm trying so hard not to read the entries below this one. It's been a year, and alot has happened, but I don't think the hurt has gone away completely ( Read more... )

I'm fucken afraid to update this thing now.

This has been one insane week.

Black people singing, partying, meeting mraz, getting a 'phone call' and never one back. It's all good though.

I was in a good mood last night, I don't know about today, it's already 2:39 and I havent done anything, and don't feel like doing anything.

I know you all are crazy jealous cause I met Jason Mraz today.

:0

The beach was alright. Basically I spent the whole time being depressed because I missed him and everything reminded me of him. I can't stand it.

Basically I'm depressed all the time now. I don't know if I can do this again.

"we're gonna try and work things out." Ooookay.

I went over Ashley's friday night.. it was good times. Ryan Bennett and John Z. called me up at like 1:30 totally wasted.. funniest conversation ever.. it was awesome.

Saturday morning Claire and I went to the open casting call thing.. Long story short, I got called back, out of 30 people I was ( Read more... )

So I feel like I'm dying, awesome.

I was soo sick yesterday, I didn't get out of bed all day. It was horrible. Today I don't have a fever or anything, but I'm tired.

I want to do something tonight.. but I'm sick.. :((

Ahh the weekend.

Friday we went to NYC with Maribeth.. it was awesome. We took a tour of the NBC studios.. Snl and Conan and Dateline and all that good stuff..

I went to Gina's that night and slept over, Krys and Brett came over.. oh boy is he hott. <33

Saturday Kelly and I went to the Marriot and watched Live8.. it was so sweet. Best times ever. I ( Read more... )

I forgot to mention that I'm having a good time with my life, considering all my entries are depressed peices of shit.

Ash came over yesterday, we went to HQ. We saw the Resaino boys<33 We missed my favorite one though.

We also hung out a little at BJ's...and then we went to New Hope. It was pretty fun, I enjoyed myself. When we got home we ( Read more... )

I GOT MY PERMIT TODAY.

That's the big news for the week. Other than that, I've been playing hard to get. I don't know for sure if it's working, but we'll see. I knew that it had happened. He didn't have to tell me. But I'm glad he wanted to. But whatever.. we'll see if he calls tonight.. mwhaha.