Birthday was yesterday. Nothing special. But thank to all the people who care about me, you guys are amazing.

For those other few who I've wasted so much time on, who in the end only turned out to be assholes, Fuck you. <3

Q: Are you sexually active?
A: No, I just lie there.
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Q: What is your date of birth?
A: July 18th.
Q: What year?
A: Every year.
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Q: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact?
A: Gucci sweats and Reeboks.
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Q: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all?
A ( Read more... )

I like talking about it with Maribeth. I know she doesn't want to hear all my stupid replays of it that are buzzing through my head all the time.. but I feel safe telling her. I need someone to tell. Reliving it in my head makes me happy and makes me forget how depressed I feel about the whole situation now.

Yeah that's probably not the best ( Read more... )

I'm pretty happy with my current situation now. I have two people that I can talk to about all this .... shit.  I don't really care as much as I used to. I don't think about it that much either. He's an asshole, I'm slowly realizing that. The not talking is still in effect though.

So aside from the fact that I'm so over exausted that I can't even ( Read more... )

Alright. So basically no one will ever understand.. except Caitlin, obviously.

I'm not going to sink down to their level and write shit about them. I'm going to rise above it and get over it fast. Because honestly, I don't care what they think. I'm done with both of them.. sorry. You've gone too far.

Tryouts for softball were today. They were ( Read more... )

I'm so excited that I can get through a day without thinking about you.

I'm so excited that I can get through a day without hearing about you.

I'm so excited that people can do things to bother me and I won't care.

I'm so excited that my family is amazing.

I'm so excited that you are able to be civil to me, tell me what you're feeling, tell me the ( Read more... )

DYYNASTTY.

So basically we won Spartan Spirit tonight. Two years in a row. We kill.

You know youre in love when you look at a person and the first thing you see is their eyes. From there you're able to see, touch, and sense everything inside of them. You know exactly what they are thinking and why. Not only do you know but you can feel their every thought, every emotion, and every desire. And when you speak you can see their eyes ( Read more... )

I don't know why I'm not updating this thing. I just haven't had the drive I guess.

Last night was actually really fun. I was really scared to go out with all of the people I went out with because I really didn't think any of them liked me..aka.. Meg m, Meg L, Meg N, Seamus, Daniella.. all of Ashley's friends. But it turned out pretty well. I love ( Read more... )

Wow...It's been quite a long time.

This week has been full of ups and downs. Mostly downs. I really don't want to get into it.. I've decided I'm not going to divulge myself in this I'm just going to try and forget it and let it blow over.

Whatever.