HOLY SHIT!!! Last might was the first date with my girlfriend, and OH MY GOD, I had fun, I was so fuckin' nervous and I've never been nervous on a first date, ever. Damn this girl is beautiful, scary thing is I think I might be falling for her. I don't know, I hold hands with her, hug her, I feel... calm. I don't get it, I fall inlove with girl #1 ( Read more... )

yaw know my fellings for the girl i've been writing about, but now out of the blue i'm getting feelings for another girl, not as strong may i add, but strong enough fellings to make me consider asking her out. thats about it for the day

the other night i found myself lonely, i never felt that way before. laying in bed alone, with this empty feeling where my heart should be. first i fall inlove for the first time, now i'm lonely for the first time. what the hell is going on, why can't i stop this and be the way i was, flirt with every girl, date a few here and there, WHY?! i'm ( Read more... )

Most of the people who read my journal are my friends, and know how sick i was this past wensday, so my New Years resalution is to stop drinking... as much. just kidding i'm going to quit drinking, well, atleast until i'm twenty one

Another little song to show how I feel, but this is about another girl who hates my guts. Why you ask? Hell if I know ( Read more... )

Again I'm writting about the only girl for me, probably because she's all I think about... who knows. I decided to show everyone who reads my journle and doesn't just get how I feel about her I found a song that will help ( Read more... )

As all who have been reading my entries now I'm inlove, why I'm inlove with her... shit, only God knows? You can't choose who you fall inlove with, but when you do it's the most confusing thing of your life. It throughs you around like a rag doll, it makes you do things that, in the right mind, you wouldn't do. It litteraly makes you it's bitch. I' ( Read more... )

You remember the girl I asked out and turned me down? We're still good friends, but it hurts to see her every day and know I can't have her, She makes me nevouse when I'm calm and and calms me down when I'm pissed. She is the only person for me and she doesn't want me... everyone out there must know where i'm coming from. She says she's not ready ( Read more... )

lifes a bitch. have you ever done something that came back and bit you in the ass? i did when i joing the Clearview fuckin' concert band. i got the fuckin' concert tonight and i have to waist my time and go to the damn thing. shoot me now, the dip shit band directer can kiss my ass. i hate that ass jocky.

so to end my ramble, get me a fuckin'

if being pissed off yesterday isn't enough, i asked out the girl of my dreams last night, and guess what... she said no. Life's a bitch, and i wish she was too, because i wouldn't like her so much. I've never been inlove, but i think love feels somthing close to what I'm feeling now. She is the definition, of perfect. I'd do anything for her, I'd ( Read more... )